Well, it's done!

So, I had some feminine issues going on and ended up having to have a few procedures done this past week. One of those procedures left me with the inability to have children in the future. Whether or not to have this procedure was a really tough decision to make because I have always wanted to have children, but in the end, my health took precedent over that desire. Still, I thought I would wake up from this experience and be upset over the loss of this dream. But now that it's done, it's weird, because even though I know I am different now, I really don't feel it. Maybe it still just hasn't set in yet, but right now, I feel fine. I don't feel like I need to mourn the loss of that possibility...I am glad that I made the decision that I made and I guess all I can do now is hope that I never regret it. So far so good :)